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“Oh thank god you’re home Cole, are you ok? I was really worried about you, about the both of you.” Kennedy follows closely behind me, giving a lack luster wave at Mom as she scoots off in the direction of the kitchen.

  I walk over to mom and put my arms round her loosely. “I’m sorry for storming out Mom, I had to clear my head; so much has happened these last few days with the whole Caitlin and Dennis thing, I really shouldn’t have snapped at you, that was wrong of me.”

  “Things are made easier if you talk to me Cole,” her tone is placating and I see the worry in her eyes.

  I glance to see my dad appear in the room walking in with a hot drink which he hands Mom, causing me to break my hold. Stepping back, I see the annoyance written all over his face.

  “Son, this behavior is totally unacceptable; your mother has been going out of her mind with worry. You should try answering your god damn phone once in a while.” His body is stiff and authoritarian as he stands there glaring at me. His face remains expressionless as I answer him.

  “You’re right sir, I apologize, it won’t happen again.” My words seem to make no difference.

  He steps towards me, closing the space between us so we are standing practically nose to nose. “Damn right it won’t boy; you show your mother some god damn respect. I also don’t want another repeat of what happened this week at school, do you understand me?” I know he is trying to intimidate me; I take a small step back trying to increase the space between us.

  “Sure thing Dad, whatever you say.” Kennedy emerges from the kitchen making gentle steps towards the staircase. I watch her as she makes her way up step. My eyes watch her ass with every little movement and my dick begins to twitch. I hear the click of fingers as my dad tries to regain my attention. “Take the trash out for your mother Cole; I think you need to call it a night.”

  I do as my father demands and make my way upstairs. Knowing Ken is in the other room and not in my bed makes my insides ache. Fuck, I really want her curled up with me where I can touch her perfect body.

  Kennedy

  The next few weeks are nothing short of amazing. Cole and I have decided not to mention our relationship to his mom and dad just yet. It’s not that we want to be deceitful; we are just not sure how they will react to us, especially since we live together.

  The more time I spend time with Cole, the harder I find myself falling. It’s hard to describe how I am feeling as it’s all too new. I wonder if he will always give me butterflies in my stomach.

  We have been hanging out alone at every opportunity. I can’t say it has been easy; it seems our two groups have merged and all our friends seem to like being with us 24/7. If Cole suggests we go to the movies, they all seem to tag along. I have to laugh. I love that they want to spend time with us, but I crave the alone time with Cole. The intimacy between us is so intense.

  We especially find it difficult around the house. All I want to do is touch and kiss him, but we have to be careful. I think I’m more careful than Cole. I know he is finding this incredibly hard; he touches me constantly and while I can’t complain, I worry when he starts kissing my neck while I’m doing the dishes for fear that his mom might walk in; or worse, his father. I constantly have to rein him in.

  Just last night, he practically took me in the kitchen. As soon as he touches me I lose all concept of where I am. I know he is frustrated; we haven’t been able to be with each other since that night on the beach. Even I feel the frustration, but we both know tonight is the night. Jocelyn and Mr. Peterson are going on another trip, some charity event, leaving Cole and I alone together in the house.

  I know Cole is as excited as me. He’s antsy as we eagerly say our goodbyes to his parents. As usual, Jocelyn is fretting about leaving us.

  “Are you sure you two will be ok? It’s only for a couple of days. Make sure you water the plants Cole, and call me if you need anything. All my numbers are on the fridge,” she rattles on.

  “Mom, its fine honestly, I know all your numbers by heart. We got this. Remember this isn’t the first time you’ve gone on a trip,” Cole quips back.

  “I know sweetheart, but you know how I worry about you. “She reaches up and touch’s his face and then her eyes find mine. “Both of you,” she says lightly, squeezing my hand.

  “Jocelyn please, you need to go or you will be late for your flight. I promise we will both be fine,” I say gently.

  “Ok, ok, I’m going. Behave you two, and remember- NO parties.” She says sternly, pointing between the two of us. Walking towards the door, Jocelyn looks over her shoulder, narrowing her eyes at us, as she makes her way towards the door that Mr. Peterson is holding open.

  As soon as the car pulls away Cole slams the door and scoops me up in his arms.

  “Thank god they’re gone.” He slowly lowers his lips to mine and kisses me. It’s not long until that kiss turns passionate and his hands are everywhere. I tug slightly at the back of his hair and he bites my lower lip, sucking it into his mouth. I can’t help the moan I let out and it spurs him on more as he grabs my ass and lifts me up into the air. I wrap my legs around him and he rests my back against the front door. I literally cannot get enough of him.

  We kiss, for what feels like a lifetime, neither one of us wanting to tear away.

  I jump harshly as we hear a loud bang coming from behind my back. Someone is knocking at the door. Cole groans as he sets me back on my feet. His arousal is showing clearly through his pants.

  “Whoever the fuck this is, can go to hell for ruining one of the best moments of my life,” he shouts. I just giggle and pull open the door as he tries to re-arrange himself.

  Low and behold, it’s Jake and Pete who push their way through.

  “Yo Dude, I heard you had a free house. Let’s party,” he bellows as he and Pete run through the hall and jump on to the sofa, making themselves comfortable.

  “You have got to be fucking kidding me,” Cole mutters at me, looking apologetic. I can’t stop giggling. As I go to shut the front door, a hand stops me.

  “What’s so funny Barbie?” Ash asks as he pushes through the door with Abbey following closely behind.

  “Poooool Party! Quick, let’s go get changed; I brought you some amazing bikini’s, I think your body will look rocking in this little white number I picked out for you!” Abbey grabs my arm; I lock on tightly as we both race up to my room. “So you and Cole seem happy, come on spill, I want all of the gossip lady!”

  “There’s nothing to tell!” I smirk and can feel my face heating.

  “Well, your mouth say’s one thing, but your face is telling me a whole other story!”

  My hands fly to my face as I try to hide from this awkward conversation. Peeking through my fingers I see Abbey, arms crossed looking at me curiously. “No way girl, you can try hiding your face all you want, but we will talk about this whether you like it or not, we are besties, now spill!!”

  “What exactly do you want me to tell you Ab’s? I’m no good at this girl talk stuff!”

  “Well, you know. You and Cole, how far have you gone exactly?”

  “How far, as in have we had sex? Are you seriously asking me if we have had sex Ab’s?”

  “Well duh yes, that’s exactly what I want to know,” she laughs loudly.

  “Honestly…yes, but it was a few weeks ago now and nothing has happened since. Tonight was supposed to be our night, but we kinda got crashed!” I narrow my eyes at her and she looks at me with her mouth slightly ajar.

  “Kennedy are you for real? Where did this happen? Was it good? Please tell me your first time together was good!”

  “Oh Ab’s, it was so romantic. We were down on a secluded part of the beach, Cole was amazing, just amazing. I really feel like I’m falling for him.”

  Abbey squeals, hugging me tightly. “I’m so happy for you Kennedy; you really deserve to be happy. It was obvious weeks ago there was some pretty heavy sexual tension between you two.”

  I move over to the bed where Abbey has em
ptied the bag of bikinis out and start to look through.

  “I’m not sure if I can wear any of these,” I say looking through the very revealing bikini choices.

  “Why?” she screeches. “You have a banging body Ken,” she eyes me suspiciously.

  “Speaking of sexual tension, how are things going with Operation Jake?”

  She flutters her eyes and fans her face. “Damn he’s hot Ken, nothing’s happened between us yet, but I’m pretty sure he wants me!”

  I laugh a little while holding up a green one piece with the middle cut out. “Wear this one; I think it will really compliment your eyes.”

  “It’s not my eyes I want him to be looking at,” she winks at me and I let out a burst of laughter. This girl really cracks me up.

  We quickly change into our chosen swimwear. I turn and ask Abbey to fasten the straps at the back of my bikini. I fidget awkwardly as she moves my hair to get a hold of the straps around my neck. Abbey gasps loudly and I tightly close my eyes. My head drops into my hands as she clutches my shoulders.

  “What the hell Ken? What are all these scars on your back?” She quickly fastens the strap and stands in front of me.

  “Now do you see why I was worried about wearing a bikini?”

  “What the fuck happened to you Kennedy?” she pulls me into an embrace. A thousand things race through my mind, but I know I can’t tell her.

  “Those are the scars of my past Ab’s, I keep my hair long to cover them.”

  “Do you want to talk about it?” she asks, stepping back she takes my hand and pulls me to sit beside her on the bed.

  I close my eyes and shake my head.

  “I can’t,” I answer simply. “Plus, if we stay here talking all night, we will miss all the action downstairs!” I try to sound upbeat, hoping she won’t press me further.

  We head downstairs where we hear the music playing outside at the pool area. I can see the boys have been busy. They already have the barbeque set up, towels lay out on the lounge chairs and I see four different colored floats in the water.

  As we walk through the sliding door to the outside area hand in hand, the boys turn to face us. They stand there looking at me and Abbey bug eyed and slack jawed.

  “Close your mouth guys, you’d think you’ve never seen a girl in a bathing suit before.” Abbey winks at them as she struts towards the pool. “And you! I expected better from you!” She clips Ash around the head with thud.

  “I’m sorry! But the two of you are smoking hot,” he whistles.

  “Come on Abbey; let’s get in the pool before the guys have heart attacks.” I laugh and start to walk towards her.

  As I walk past Cole, he wraps his arms round my waist and hauls me over his shoulder.

  “Not so fast little one,” he says as he smacks me on the ass. “If you’re thinking of going in that water without me you have another thing coming.”

  Cole starts to run towards the pool with me screaming in his arms. I slap his back hoping he will put me down, but before I know it, I am being plunged into the cold pool. Cole’s arms are still around me as I above water wearing a big goofy smile. I wipe away the hair stuck to my face. As our eyes meet, I slowly wrap my legs around his waist and he moves us around the water. I can feel him growing harder as I rub against his stomach.

  “Keep moving like that Ken, and I’m going to fuck you in this pool right now. I don’t care if we have a house full of people,” he whisper’s quietly in my ear.

  I laugh, un-wrapping my legs and swimming towards the side where Abbey is sitting on the pool steps. I turn my head and stick my tongue out at Cole and he just tips his head back and chuckles.

  The rest of the afternoon is amazing. I lost count of how many times me and Abbey were thrown into the pool. We sit on the loungers, sipping our wine coolers while the boys serve up the food. It wasn’t exactly how I saw the day panning out, but it’s been a blast. Jake and Ab’s got a little close in the pool a few times and I could see the spark between them growing.

  As the night draws to a close, Jake offers to take everyone else home since he chose not to drink. I can see Abbey literally bouncing towards the car with him. She looks over her shoulder, and I mouth for her to ‘text me’. She throws me a wink and jumps in the passenger seat.

  As soon as the door closes, I’m spun around with force as Cole locks the door and he begins to kiss me aggressively, releasing the pent up tension we’ve both carried the entire night. I press my body against his, biting and pulling against his bottom lip. He groans in response and in one swift movement, my feet leave the floor and I’m practically thrown on to the couch. His weight on me is divine and I can feel his hardness pressing firmly against me, hitting my soft spot.

  He reaches for the waistband of the gym pants I’d thrown on, shimmying them down over my hips. He positions himself between my legs, forcing them open as far as they will go. I shudder as he runs a finger through my folds, feeling the moisture pooling in reaction. I feel the undeniable ache as the intensity builds. I need more; I am desperate for his all-consuming touch. I fist my hands fiercely through his hair as he lifts my shirt, trailing his gentle kisses across my breasts and down my navel. As his fingers find my sweet spot, my legs part further, wanting him as deep as possible. “That’s it baby, spread for me; I know just how you like it,” Cole speaks through his panting as he continues to work me, causing my body to tremble. He looks at me through heavy, lust filled lids as his head moves lower until his mouth finds my clit. I thrust back in sweet ecstasy as he maneuvers his tongue expertly over and over, working me into a frenzy. “Oh god Cole, that is so good.”

  “That’s it baby; I want to hear you screaming my name.” I push on the back of his head, directing him back down. “More Cole, I need more.” He positions himself back on my clit and begins to work, suckling and lapping while working his fingers in my sex. I shiver as I feel myself reaching my climax. Within seconds, I am shaking and thrusting through the intensity. As the juices flow, he licks between my folds, tasting every part of my release.

  “So good baby, you taste like heaven.” Cole lifts my shirt over my head, exposing my breasts. I hear a sharp intake of breath as he takes in my naked form. His face meets mine once again, kissing me with passion. I wrap my arms around his neck, never wanting to let go. Cole grabs me around the waist and stands, taking me with him. He winks at me, “I have an idea baby.”

  He walks us over to the sliding door and heads outside. After setting me down, he removes the rest of his clothes, leaving them at the side of the pool. His large, erect cock springs free as his boxers lower, and my arousal starts building again. The next thing I know, I am swept up into his arms and he throws us into the pool. Still holding onto me, he backs me into the side wall as we break the surface. I hold on tight to the ledge and press hard against him, desperate to feel him inside of me.

  Cole plunges into me harshly, and I grab onto his hair as he pounds harder and harder with each thrust. I run my hands down the front of his sculptured torso and our mouths meet momentarily. Cole flips me around, his hands grabbing onto the side of the pool. I pant with exhilaration as he continues his assault on me, one delicious thrust at a time. He grabs me tightly around the waist, holding up my weight, his moans becoming more frequent as his cock takes me deep. Our rhythm matches and I can tell I'm close to the edge. He starts pounding harder; easing back and then pounding back in roughly. I feel the end of his shaft as he drives deep and this is all I need to explode; crying out as I shatter around him. Cole reaches his own climax with my walls pulsing around him. He quickly withdraws and turns to pull me close. My heart is still galloping as I cling onto him tightly.

  “Let’s get out of here baby, I don’t want you getting sick.” He lifts me up on to the side of the pool, pulling himself out of the water. He grabs some leftover towels from the loungers and wraps me snuggly into one before scooping me up tightly into his arms.

  We make our way up the stairs, heading into Cole's room; I'v
e never been in his room for any length of time before. I immediately notice there is the familiar comforting smell of Cole as he lays me down on his plush bed.

  “I'm going to run to the bathroom, help yourself to clothes; you should find a t shirt in the dresser.”

  I look at him coyly. “Thanks. When you come back will you just lay with me, hold me in your arms?”

  “Just what I had in mind.” He flashes me a smile as he heads out the door.

  He comes back into the room a few minutes later and sidles up to me lovingly, placing his hand on the side of my face.

  “I love you Ken.”

  “Oh Cole, I have never in my life felt love before from anyone. You have given me the definition of love; you are MY definition of love. Love has no meaning to me without you.”

  I know I have fallen. I have fallen over the edge, hard for this boy. He owns my heart, my soul and my body. I belong to Cole.

  Cole

  Jesus fucking Christ. What a hell of a night. I have to pinch myself to make sure what just happened was real. There is no two ways about it, I’m in deep and there is no shaking the feelings I have for this beauty. I find just breathing difficult when I’m around her. I watch as Kennedy curls up in my bed and I rub the back of my neck as I stare at the goddess before me.

  I slowly lie down next to her and wrap my arms round her tiny frame. As I move behind her and pull her close to my chest, her lips let out a gentle sigh and I swear my heart aches for her. I fall asleep quickly with Kennedy against my side. Several times during the night I was woken by her shouting out in her sleep; she was clearly restless and on occasion thrashed as she let out whimpers and pained words. I swore she was saying ‘no, stop, let me go’, but I couldn't be sure as each time I wasn’t fully awake.

  The next morning, I wake up and Kennedy is still silently asleep. All I want to do is stay in bed with her all day and watch old movies, but I know if I don't get up now I never will. I jump out of bed and head downstairs to make her breakfast.